Happy Christmas Eve!

Dr. R called today to let us know that they were able to freeze 6 embryos yesterday, and 1 additional one today.  7 embryos.  Wow.  Who knew?  It's a Christmas freakin miracle.  This cycle has been so much more successful that I ever expected based on our 5 years of failure.  Maybe this really could work.

Stupid hope.  It's such a foreign concept to me, and I don't know how to deal.  I've been looking at baby names, baby clothes, baby doctors.

Someone stop me.