Well, I did it. I ordered my medicine for my upcoming IVF cycle. Charged up over $2000 on my credit card and then had a mini anxiety attack. I can't exactly back out now, I guess. Well, I could. But then, that money would all go to waste.
Unfortunately, I am having trouble getting through to my doctors office now. This is not exactly encouraging considering the fact that I am heading into entirely new, scary territory now. They were supposed to call in a prescription for birth control pills, but still haven't. I'm now on CD4 and assume I should have started on CD1. Hopefully this doesn't mess anything up because this is our one and only shot at IVF unless I win the lottery or find a rich relative I never knew existed.
On top of all this, we are now moving in like 8 weeks. So I need to find a place to live in California and pack up our house in Washington.
Did I mention that I am panicking over here? At a time when I should not be stressing at all?
UPDATE: Dr. M finally called me last night. He is finally calling in my birth control pills, and told me to call him once I finish them and my period starts. Then I will go in for a baseline ultrasound and talk about all the lovely shots my husband will have to give me to prepare for retrieval. I also found out that I need to order yet another prescription from IVFmeds.com, so there goes another $600. I just have to keep reminding myself that if this does get me a healthy baby, I would pay and do anything.