So, I have been having nothing but problems with my doctor's office. They don't return calls, and when I do get ahold of someone, they make me feel like I'm stupid or that I'm bothering them or both. I figured it was not worth it to trust something so sacred to someone I don't trust completely or when I don't feel comfortable with the level of care I'm receiving. Besides, it seemed like all signs were pointing out that this was not the right thing for me right now. Because nothing has worked out smoothly, I was able to cancel my overseas medicine order because they hadn't even shipped them yet. 2 weeks later. So I guess it worked out in my favor. I should be getting a full refund.
For now, we will just concentrate on our move and pick things up again once we are settled. I don't want to start all over with another doctor, but it's worth it if I find someone I feel more comfortable with that also helps get me preggers!
Thank you for all your support :)