Well hello there strangers. I can't believe that it has been over 2 months since I have blogged. I'd love to tell y'all that it is because I am preggers....or that I have been busy doing amazing things with my life...but that would be a lie. The truth is, I just haven't really had anything to say...at least nothing that wouldn't sound like I was throwing a pity party for myself. I find that people do not want to read those kind of depressing thoughts, so I have backed off for awhile. Well, I am still depressed, but thought I would ease back into the blogging world.
Where to begin?
The husband is officially an Army recruiter, and we are living in Modesto---well, just south of Modesto anyways. Wow, that's really all that has happened since I last blogged. I guess it wasn't so hard to figure out where to begin after all!
I am trying my darndest to find a job in an area in which the unemployment rate is twice the national average, so that is fun. We have taken a break from doctors for the moment because I got sick of the disappointment and I don't know when I will be ready to see one again. We are still TTCing of course, that never stops, but it is on a much more relaxed level for now. Although when I remember how close I am getting to 30 and when I see people posting their pregnancy posts on Facebook, it is harder to be relaxed about it all. And I have had several people around me getting pregnant lately, which is always hard to talk about. I hate that these people are afraid to tell me when they get their good news, but I guess that is what happens when you go public with your own infertility struggles. If any of those people are reading this by the way, please understand that I am happy for you regardless of my own struggles. Really.
I guess that is enough for now. I am really going to try to jump back in, so hopefully I will be back sooner than later. Back to the jobhunt!