Transfer scheduled!

Well, we officially have an appointment for our transfer!  I got a call today from the on-call doctor, and she let me know that all of my 13 embryos are still alive and kicking!  3 of them are slightly behind the others, but I am still amazed at the progress so far.  Because they still are progressing, we are staying with the plan of a 5-day transfer.

It all happens Monday.

My life might change that day.  Honestly, my life will change regardless of the outcome.  After going through this process, I don't know if my body heart can take it again.  And I know we can't afford to go through it again.  This is our chance.

This is so real now.  I am actually letting myself really hope for the first time in a long time.  I am constantly throwing out baby names to the husband, lingering in the baby section of the store.  Planning for the future.

No turning back now.  I will start the new year out as either a mom-to-be or...well, I don't know what the other option is at this point.  Let's hope for the former :)