I've been trying to find the words for how I am feeling today, but I just can't.
I am sitting here feeling my little boy move, and I feel joy.
But I also hurt for those around me that are still struggling. Though we worked hard and suffered many years of waiting for this, I know others have been through more and may never get to experience what I currently am.
I hurt for those that have lost their moms and those moms that have lost their children.
I feel guilty that I am experiencing joy while others are experiencing so much sadness. While I remember being there, it doesn't ease the guilt.
My thoughts are with all of you today.
Don't give up hope.